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Friday, 26 May 2006

  • I haven't written in here in sooooo long and of course I choose to on the night before my last MSI test!!! Oh dear...

    Tomorrow, I will be freeeee!!! Awww, but I'm gonna miss my friends here over the summer. Had such an amaaazing year! Met so many awesome people... I can't imagine what life woulda been like if I didn't end up in Pittsburgh.

    Places I will be this summer:
    NYC (to visit Kristine and Alisa)
    London (for a day... haha)
    Mangochi, Malawi (to voluntter for MCV)
    Pittsburgh (for a day... to see someone special )
    Honolulu (Home at last!)
    Tokyo
    Hong Kong
    Singapore
    Malaysia
    Possible an outer island (Maui or Kauai?)

    I will be traveling around the woooorld this summer! Well, 3/4 of it.... so excited!

    ok, must study for tomorrow's test

Friday, 17 February 2006

Monday, 16 January 2006

  • Wow... it's been a while since I've been here! And of couse, the time I decide to come and write something is at 10:39 PM before a huuuge biochem test... hehe.

    Med school is tough, not gonna deny that... but I've also been having an awesome time! I love the people in my class~ but right now I'm having a hard time with someone. sigh...

    ok, this is what my brain is doing... like i learned in my psych classes it's a defense mechanism to save myself from distress. the truth is, i miss him a lot... but i cant stand the thought that i lost him as a friend so i automatically try to think of things about him that i dont like... i think about the fights we've had, the things that he said that hurt me... I'm trying to make myself feel better by thinking that losing him isnt so bad... but i hate thinking about him like that. earlier i picked up the xmas card that he had written me and in it he said that we would always be there for each other, esp when we're upset. he says a lot of nice things in the card that I'm sure he would take back now. but just reading this card makes me realize that i can't dislike him even if i try. even after all the crap i had to deal with... all the frustration i felt towards him... I just remember all the awesome things that make him who he is. so my defense mechanism has failed and i'm just left feeling the same emptiness... wondering why he was so easily able to give me up as a friend even though I'm having such a hard time.

Sunday, 05 June 2005

  • So much fun stuff has happened, but I don't have time to write it all now... will write later when I get home

    Last night on the east coast... it was so sad to say bye to everyone... now I have to say good-bye to my Joey-oey sigh... but hopefully he'll come visit me in Hawaii

    I'm off to Bangkok tomorrow! It's gonna be a looong flight to Japan where I meet my Mom and Raymond, but I'm sooo looking forward to my trip!

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